| everything is guna be alrite, be strong.. believe |
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hanging outt with nick was excellentt, itt's so good2 see him again. itt was a blastttt~ we hung outt here, then wentt2 applebee's like the good ol' days, then2 seans for a while & hung outt with him and eric.
friday i wentt shoppin with my mom, gott stuff for my room, and then gott dropped off @ merissa's, babysatt till 3 in the morning?, stayed up, justin & roy (?).. :-X naughty. itt was so much fun tho!!
saturday.. gott picked upp around 4 with merissa, and came here. ate the BESTT turkey dinner ever, oh man thatt was so good, then @ 7 wentt and gott andy, but sammies car keptt over-heating on the way2 seans, so we wentt back and gott my dads car instead, then gott dropped off @ seans, hung outt with andy, matt & john, and sean, walked around, then sammie gott us @ like uhh 1:15? came home, sleptt.
today, merissa leftt around 11 so she could go shoppin with her mom.. then me sammie, my mom, jesse, and crystal wentt2 cohoes, newportt creamery, the warwick mall, and then smithfield. gott a lott of stuff accomplished. winterball = friday~
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| EVeRyNiTe..DOiN yOU RiTe<3KiMMy |
[30 Dec 2004|12:21pm] |
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sunday = jesse asked if i wanted2 go2 the movies w/ her and will so i was like shaw.. called merissa, and she said she'd go. so we wenttt2 ho-ho's then shopped, and ended up nott goin2 the movie, so sammie called my cell and merissa and i wentt w/ her2 providence place, gott good stuff cuz of all the craazy sales, and we all gott our makeup done! haha itt was crazy-cool. then drove home 25 miles an hour, the WHOLLEEE way, cuz of the snow, itt was a good time tho.
monday = gott up. wentt2 merissa's forr a while2 babysitt her lil sisterr, then came back here..stayed up latee talkin, then sleptt.
tuesday = dress shopping!! sammie and i both gott dresses :-D, dropped merissa home on the way back.. then wentt back outt later.. picked her upp, went2 chello's and to see spanglish :-D itt was good, then sammie broughtt us back2 merissas around 11, and sleptt there..
wednesday = gott up, sammie came and gott me. gott ready, went2 family counceling and shopping..then2 gett my nana @ the airportt, then2 her house, then2 dinner. came home around 7ish. watched a movie w/ my mom and jesse, sleptt.
today = gott up shower, did stuff. moved things around in the room, and nick's commin over soon.
this entry is huge, and i'm guna do a survey cuz i'm bored.. its your lucky day :-)
*::Either Or::*
:story Of The Year or Hoobastank: hoobastank
::P.O.D or Linkin Park:: linkin parkk
::Britney Spears or JLO:: britney.
::Christina Aguilera or Mandy Moore:: christina
::Avril Lavigne or Kelly Osbourne:: uhh.. neitherr.
::Modest Mouse or Snow Patrol:: modestt mouse, even tho they took gusters logo!!
::Jojo or Katy Rose:: katy rosee
::John Mayer or Jason Mraz:: john mayer :-D<33
::Maroon 5 or Yellowcard:: yellowcardd
::New Found Glory or The Vines:: the vines
::The Hives or The Strokes:: the strokes
::Will Smith or Frankie J:: hmm.. will smith
::Eminem or 50 Cent:: eminem :-)
::Limp Bizkit or Korn:: limp bizzzkitttt
::something Corporate or MatchboxRomance:: <3 SOMETHiNG CORPORATE!!
:12 or G-Unit:: g-unittt
::Nelly or Murphy Lee:: nelly
::The All American Rejects or Jimmy Eat World: jimmy eatt world
::ok Go or Relient K:: relientt k
::Green Day or Taking Back Sunday:: greendaaaay
:switchfoot or Trapt:: trapttt
*::Lyrics::*
(name lyrics)
::ok Go:: heeeeey, gett over ittttt
:switchfoot:: like today never happened
::Modest Mouse:: we'll all floatt on
::Sory Of The Year:: the stars will cry, the blackestt tears tonitee
::Linkin Park:: and i justt wish thatt i didntt feel like ther was something i missed
::Eamon:: fuck you, you hoe, i dontt wanttchu backk
::Green Day:: but it's home2 me and i walk alone
::Mandy Moore:: baby it's reallllll...soo sooo reallll
::Taking Back Sunday:: so sick so sick of being tired
::Jojo:: gett outtt, ritee nowww.. itt's the end of you and meee
::Christina Aguilera:: wanna gett, dirrttyyyy
::The Vines:: i wanna gett freee i wanna gettt freeeee
::Hilary Duff:: any momentt, everything can change.
::Britney Spears:: and the beatt goes on.
::Katy Rose:: outt of beed @ the crackk of noon
::Eminem:: squaredanceee
::Jason Mraz:: things are guna happen naturallyy
::Hanson:: who will still be there? (andy + ash)
::12:: i've never heard of them?
::Nelly:: over and over again..
::NFG:: catalystt, you insistt to pull me down
::No Doubt:: if i was a rich girlllll*
wow, thatt was entertainin. okay..well now i gotta go do some more stuff and nicks guna be here..:-D ahhh sweet victory.
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| itt started outt with a kiss..how did itt end like this? |
[25 Dec 2004|09:42pm] |
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todayyyy - christmas! merry christmass everyoneee!!..gottah a lotta awesome stuff, i'm happy. :-), only 15 people over for our hanukkah partyy. :-), itt was good tho, i'll have pics up someday when i'm really bored..
tomorrow - nick fellow? maybe.. MERiSSA!!! :-D:-D..
mustt update more often!! I LOVE YOU ALL!
CRiMSON && CLOVERR <3..forever*
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| WHeN yOu LoOK YoU See RiTE THRU Me* |
[24 Dec 2004|09:27am] |
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tuesday wenttah school. nicole gave me my presentt!!! (trans sibieran orchestra cd<3, thanks nacky!) andddd came home. then merissa came overr!! and her and matt are back together!!!! yay for kimmy and the loser on the road!! :-D haha..then wednesday wenttah school, lastt day bitches, SAW NICK FELLOW AND JOE ARCURI! itt was so nice seeing my big brother and my long lostt lover, i haven'tt seen them in ages. i missed them dearly, i still do, since we haven'tt hung outt formally yet ;-) (had sex, you know ;-)..haha) so thennnnn sammie broughtt me nd merissa2 her house, and we hung outt. then leftt around 4 wentt to merel norman? and to smithfield for shoopppinnn.. then kfc/tacobell, and merissa's then basketball game, and came back here.. matt nd john (schoolcraftttt) came over. they leftt around 12:30, then we wentt2 bed. gott up, brought merissa home.. came home, helped my mom with cookin, wentt2 the dump w/ sammie, then ash came over. and we wentt to the movies with sean, andy, derek, eric, and ryan. so then yeah. we came home. and thatt was ourr niteeee.. now i justt took a shower, and ashley's nextt. merry christmas eve. :-).
Here the tragically beautiful
And the beautifully tragic
Drift through this night
In a last quest for magic
(happy vacation!!!..nextt week = dress and all thatt good stuff)
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| a million miles awayyyyyyyyy* |
[20 Dec 2004|08:43pm] |
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i really needa startt updatein..
tuesday, wednesday, thursday = no school cuz i was still really sick.
friday = i feltt pretty much all better. wentt 2 school, was kaylas birthday. merissa & kayla came home w/ me we wentt 2 purple catt, then 2 school for the battle of the bands, and then merissa and i sleptt here, and then saturday we wentt 2 work, and haddah pull over cuz i was guna puke..then we wentt shoppin, doug came over, sleptt @ merissa's nd babysatt, sunday hung outt all day
today = had no school, hung outt all dayyy
sammie moved back home yesterday :-D, im happyyyy..
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| can you save me from this world of mine~ |
[13 Dec 2004|04:37pm] |
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well. i haven'tt updated in over a week, so lett me do a fastt update.
sat. = club clark w/ merissa, was really funn, came home around3 in the morning
sun. = steve was gunna come over, didn'tt..& by the end of the day we were broken up
mon. = school, nothing speical. stayed after.
tues. = school, had to stay after again, firstt nite of hanukkah.. we all gott a digital scale
wed. = school, second nite of hanukkah, gott the chi straightnere :-D.
thurs. = school, third nite of hanukkah, scarves + taboo, family counceling
fri. = school, shopping w/ dad, fourth nite of hanukkah, scarf + mittens, sleptt @ merissa's
sat. = woke up really sickish, hung outt.. wentt home around4, then ash came over.. we chilled sean came over, then we had the fifth nite of hanukkah, gott tv's nd dvd players :-D, and ash gave me cookie monster pajama's.
sun. = jesse's birthday, temple4 a little to celebrate the holidays with little kids guitar + singing..then contempo + blockblusterr, home. uhh, outt2 macaroni grill4 jesse's birthday
wow, that was a lotta remembering..
today i wentt to school, and feltt like crap, cuz im still very sick, and i can'tt take a decongest. cuz of my migraine meds. so i have to lett itt blow overr?..:-\, leftt early around10, still feeling horrible, going in 2morrow? i hate this.
--> i miss you.
nick fellow comes home on friday<3..yayy!(kayla's birthday as well as battle of the bands)
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| iT FaLLs ON Me, FaLLs ON Me.. YEaH YEaH* |
[04 Dec 2004|07:59am] |
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tuesday was the dentistt nd family counceling.. :-\ which sucks my dick. wednesday was school. thursday i stayed home cuz i was really sick, like flu-ish. achey nd all thatt stuff~ which is neverrrr fun.. yesterday was school nd then i came home, steve came over.. then @ 5 he leftt to go to the pasta dinner.. then he came backk @ like 7, + we wentt to ocean skate, then he broughtt me home @ 11.. then i wenttah bed :-D, today = club clark w/ merissa, hopefully. :-D.. i've been priming my room pretty much all week, hopefully the painting will be done soon!! (yesterday was one month)
HaNuKKaH = 3 days!!!
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| HOw dO yOu Do iT, MaKe Me FeeL LiKE I DO? |
[29 Nov 2004|08:02pm] |
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the hockey game was really funn :-D even tho we lostt 5-0.. we gott home around 830? then sunday we emptied outt my wholeeeeeeee room, everything = gone. <33 ash!! i love unscrewing things, while sean.. he loves screwin things! hahaha, and the boys came over.. steve was like WOAH! when he saw the room, but yeah.. today school was okay, and i haddah stay afterr. then i gott paintt w/ my daddy, and layed outt the dropcloth + tape, startt primin tomorrow :-).. + dentist, and goin to the family therapist..joy >:O i don't see why i have to go, if jesse isn'tt, i hate going there. it's pointless..
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| i WiLL NeVeR BOTHeR yOu* |
[27 Nov 2004|04:57pm] |
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@ like 10 on thursday steve + the boys came overr.. we wentt to smithfield + dunkin donuts, then they dropped me off, around 1045.. then yesterday i woke up, sammie took me shoppin around 8.. gott sooooooooo much makeup @ mark stevens* + clothes for cheap cheapp.. came home around 230.. then amanda nd syd came here @ 4 we gott ready nd wentt to the wake, saw nicole there and tried our bestt to make her feel better.. then dropped them off, came home, steve had JUSTT leftt my house, cuz i wasn'tt home. so i didn'tt gett to see him :-(.. wentt to bed lateee.. woke up today, took a shower.. sammie came over @ 11, + ash @ 12 gott readi, wentt to seans.. hung outt w/ him nd andy + eric. came home round 345, now were goin to the hockey game :-D be home laterr, maybe steve's commin home w/ us, comments?~
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| look at me.. my depth perception must be off again* |
[25 Nov 2004|08:54pm] |
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yesterday = excellenttt!.. school was easy, since itt was the lastt day before a holiday, merissa came over off the bus and then we made muffins, and we chilled, and she gott to sleepover! cuz her bro is awesome.. lol, steve and the boys came over around 8ish.. and leftt around 11:15 it was a goooooooooooooooood time, i had so much fun.. <3 steve, ahh boyfriends. hahaha.. so then we wentt to bed and stuff, the bachelor = heaven! gott up @ like 945, thoughtt the game was @ 10, was really @ 1030.. so we wentt, and then realized itt wasn'tt a home game, so we were like frigg thattt, came back.. gott readii.. dropped merissa off, then came home, and leftt, wentt to gett my nana then to my aunts house for thanksgiving* itt was funn, justt gott home like 15 minutes ago..write back tomorrow possiblyyy
HaPPy THaNKsGiViNG*
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| LiFe iS To SHoRT.. So LoVe THe ONe yOu GoT* |
[23 Nov 2004|03:34pm] |
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:-) on sunday merissa and i wentt to targett w/ jesse then uhh stop & shopp we dropped merissa off on the way home.. wentt home, steve came over.. i layed down for a long time cuz i didn't feel good, fell asleep around 9 :-). yesterday school was alrite, steve gott suspended again.. i gott picked up @ 1:15 cuz i haddah go to the dermatologistt. cvs laterr.. that's pretty much itt. today school was boring & i only have a little bitt of homework. hopefully tomorrow merissa's guna sleep here!! & thursday we'll go to the game, mayyyyyyybeeeeeee. well i'm outt bitches nd hoes.
nicole.. i'm here for you no matter whatt. i love you
Rest In Peace*R.O. 11/22 >> NEVER FORGOTTEN*
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HaPPy BiRTHDaY AMaNDa!!!
yesterday school wasn'tt very exciting but then i came home, and merissa came over!! and we justt hung outt. and then today we woke up @ like 7 30.. so we wentt outt for lunch w/ my mom and then to the crossings for a long while, and hung outt w/ sean!!! and we bought a few things, and gott funny advice from the lady @ kohls aboutt eyeshadow!! itt was cute.. haha. broughtt sean homeee, wentt to dino's. and then uhh dan and people came over. hung outt, leftt @ like uhh 10? then we did hairwraps and tomorrow = steve? and maybe we'll all go somehwere, we shall see..comment*
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| you gotta be like me, or your guna wind up dead* |
[17 Nov 2004|05:32pm] |
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sunday afternoon steve came over, monday = school + amanda's. tuesday = school + ash + steve over. today = school @ 11. and steve over... + migraine. woohoo?
maybe right, maybe wrong.. i'm in the middle anyway
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| my worst pains are words i cannot say.. |
[14 Nov 2004|01:30pm] |
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so much to write aboutt..
friday = school, then after steve came over to say bye :-\ he gave me his red sweatshirtt which made me happy.. he leftt around 5? then we leftt @ 6 to be on our way to new jersey. stopped for dinner, gott there around 11:30 cuz my dad gott us lostt nd wouldn'tt listen it was pretty scary.
saturday = bar mitzvah in the mornin, was good. my cousin phillip looks like sam david, haha.. uhh then wentt back to the hotel. took a napp, gott readyy. then around 7 wentt to the place for the partty, itt was cool, you could see new york cityy. nd they had those squishy pillow's as partty favors, so im'a give itt to steve cuz he wanted mine, so he can have the new one.. and uhh i gott him a teddy bear too, that says i <3 NY even tho we were in NJ. but w/e ;-) uh.. gott lostt once again after the party, so we gott back to the hotel around 1? im nott talking to my dad cuz he's an idiott.
today = gott upp, breakfastt w/ everyone, said bye, packed.. leftt gott here @ 1:10. waitin for steve now.. wikid lottah homework.
>>> p.s. my cousin phil, the sam david one, goes to his mom "who are they!" about me nd jesse, cuz he thoughtt we were hott, little did he know .. but then she was like uhh they're your 2nd cousins, so he's like OH MAN! its kinda weird thatt jesse's 19 he's 16 im 15.. nd we've never mett. weird but oh welll..
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| CLoUD My MiND AND ERaSE yOu* |
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woke upp. kayla came over @ like 1.. steve came over @ like 6, kayla leftt @ like 6 30, steve's mom made us pizza!! and he broughtt itt over, and gave me a spongebob bobble head :-D<33 he's so cutteee.. we justt hung outt and he leftt aboutt 2 minutes ago?.. :-D tomorrow i'm leaving to go to new jersey around 5ish or 6.. and he's going to come say bye firstt :-( i don'tt wanna go..
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| i'M JuST aS LoST aS yOu*<3 a.m. |
[10 Nov 2004|10:26pm] |
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haven'tt updated in a few..
sunday - girls over + projectt, itt was a good time.
monday - school + girls over + steve. also a good time.
tuesday - school + migraine + battle of the classes w/ steve, was a good time as well!*
today - school.. amanda nd nicole nd steve over. then cemetary, then girls leftt. and me nd steve chilled till now. nd he leftt. we're posta go to the cliffs tomorrow, but he mite work :-\ oh well tho. im guna miss him this weekend :-(.. commentt*
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okayy so i leftt off w/ syd being here, lol.. we broughtt her home around 5:30. when we came back steve was RITEEE behind us pullin in my driveway, talk aboutt good timeing ;-). so we leftt to go to the movies, we gott there @ like.. 6, boughtt our ticketts nd we were an hourr nd 20 minutes earli, so we drove around the mall and parked nd talked about stuff. saw people.. then we wentt to the movie, itt kinda sucked cuz itt was so freakin loud cuz of the immature 10 year olds. (the grudge by the way) itt was freaky tho, very suspensful. steve even jumped :-D. after the movie we wentt to subway. leftt round 930 then we drove nd wentt to the park cuz we had nothin to do, watched the stars nd saw a few shooting stars <3 itt was fun. then around 10:40 we leftt, he dropped me off nd i came in nd wentt to bedd. yesterday i woke up around 7 :-\ gott readi @ like 10:30 we leftt to go to my nana's (me jesse nd my mom) helped her cover her grill, then my nana me jesse my mom my auntie clare, nd my cousin sara wentt to lunch, itt was pretty good but i feltt like crap the whole time. then said bye, nd jesse me nd my mom wentt to the mall to go for bar mitzvah dresses, afterr tryin on aboutt 80 dresses me nd jesse gott matching ones, lol. black with a dark pink trim ferr me, nd black with a lite pink trim for herr, itt shuld be funny. i gott echo!!! nd a pair of jeans.. gott home @ like 5 nd aboutt 15 minutes later steve came :-D we walked around outtside then justt watched tv till like.. 1030 itt was cool. thennnn we said bye bye nd i wentt to bed cuz i was sooooooo tired. i was up @ 7 this morning again. so i guess i'll go take a shower, cuz syd amanda nd nicole are potsa come over today so we can do our projectt, or some of itttt. commenttt.
i just wanna stay with you in this moment forever.
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| I CoULD BE FiRST, I COuLD CoMe LaST* |
[05 Nov 2004|05:01pm] |
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school was okay yesterday. syd nicole + amanda came over after school so we could hang outt nd gett some of our bio projectt done, itt was fun. then we broughtt syd to the barn, nd we came back here + did a llil moree, then @ like 4:30 we took amanda nd nicole to amandas then jesse nd i had our apptt. itt wentt pretty good. then sean called + told me WIKID good news. later steve called and we chattedd. took a shower did all of my work, itt was a good time. then today i had school, itt was okay. then me nd syd decided she shuld come over, so she's over we did our hair nd makeup :-D walked around chatted. + in a little while were goin to drop her off then later im goin outt w/ steve to the movies :-D :-D<33. tomorrow = shopping + lunch w/ my nana nd jesse nd my mom? itt shuld be a fun time. im pretti excited. okay, well commentt or die. ;-) (hopefully i can buy ECHO!
I LOVE MY OLD HAGG MERISSA!!!! 114 + 115 forever. you shook me all nite long <33 jellybean!
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| i CaN*T Go ON NoTT LoViN yOU<3 |
[03 Nov 2004|07:53pm] |
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wentt outt to newportt creamery with the mother.. and then to kohls, 2 pairs of jeans, a jakett, an outtfitt for the bar mitzvah in new jersey.. uhh a cool pillow. then @ famous footwear i gott some clogs, thatt i <33 then we haddah go to uhh vote! even tho she voted for bush >:O nd he won >:O I STILL LOVE YOU JOHN KERRY!<33! today school was alritey. gott my medicine from kayla, had a little chatt nothign really.. then day wentt by. lunch = steve :-D. and then i gott home talked to lynne nd kayla, they said we were guna go outt so we could talk and im like ooh okay. so then steve magically showed up @ my house. and we hung outt for like 2 hours. and yeah he asked me outt :-D so im going outt with him now, which is good. im pretty excited aboutt itt. kayla nd lynne came, we wentt 2 newportt creamery, then to dunkin donuts, we talked itt was good. now im home, talked to sean, punked him. and now ima go take a shower. peace ladyflowers.
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